Apologies.
My apologies.
Childish.
Childish.
What do you do when you are childish about things?
Making it everyone else's problem now.
Take responsibility,
My inner adult says.
Pout,
My inner child whines.
I go away.
I hide away.
Childish.
This is something I must do.
So I cower here
Instead of taking part of my life s I should
Maybe I'll catch the next bus.
Maybe I'll catch the next train.
I'm too old.
I feel like I'm an old person stuck inside of me.
I feel like I'm annoying everyone around me.
Like I'm useless and senseless
Like I'm a burden.
Like I can't be, shouldn't be.
Even this very second, I am gone.
There is nothing to do.
There is no place to go.
I hope I left my phone on silent.

I left my heart on silent.