Lies. Lies. Lies.
Little lies are like a swarm of bees.
Each sting slowly kills.
How can I live in this deception?

Lies, lies, lies.
I am responsible for myself.
I am doing well.
I have to push onward.

Reorientation.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
For fear of causing it to spread.
Lies, lies, lies.

For the sake of her sanity
For the sake of guilt
Lies, lies, lies.
Promises broken to myself.

Because of the complicated factors
Lies, lies, lies.
For lack of beauty and joy.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.